Complete (Part III)
“Now I will show you what they really look like,” the other
said, “instead of just what is physical.”
The observer blinked, and suddenly the tableau before him
looked vastly different. The people looked different. Bigger, though that
wasn’t really the right word for it.
“What is all that stuff clinging to them?” the observer
asked, noting the things the girl was clutching, the things sticking to her.
People, places, words upon words, some of them seemingly good in and of
themselves, some of them obviously evil. Pretty.
Stupid. Blonde. Richard. Matthew. Carol. Tall. Lazy. Bold… the list of what
clung to her trailed on and on, and it was this that made her look bigger as
the bulk of these false identities obscured reality.
“Those are the things that they have added to themselves, or
that have been added to them,” the other said. “It makes them look different. I
never meant them to look that way.”
“Why have they added these things?” the observer asked,
knowing that it really is impossible to improve perfection.
“They don’t see who they are—that I have made them
complete,” the other said. “And so they try to add things to themselves because
they feel so incomplete. They think these things shall complete them, or else
they take these things on because someone else told them that this was how they
were.”
“But you made them whole and complete?” the observer asked,
though the question was rhetorical. Of course he had made them whole and
complete. He could not make anything less than perfect! It was the illusion of
incompleteness that caused these people to attempt to improve on perfection,
and in so doing, to hide who they really were. “Actually,” the observer said,
the idea dawning on him, “in adding to themselves, they make themselves incomplete.”
“Yes,” the other said, “because there are certain things I
will not be bound with.” And he gestured to an object on the young woman’s
back. “And so when I must separate myself from them, they become incomplete.”
“That’s…terrible!” the observer said. “Because they’re
actually doing to themselves what they feared all along!”
“The ways of my enemy are crafty, and the first thing he
does is start layering these false identities on them, thus obscuring their
vision, until they cannot see me at all.”
“How do you stop him?” the observer asked, eyes narrowing in
righteous anger at the one who would try to steal creation from its creator.
“I have already stopped him. He was long ago defeated, was
always a failure. Because for one moment, I did bind myself to all those things
they added to themselves. Every impure and vile thing became a part of me, so
that I had to separate myself even from myself.” The other looked at the
observer, and what was in his eyes made the observer cringe and look away. “Do
you know,” the other asked, “what it is like to bear the pain of the aeons?”
The observer could barely choke out the word, “No.”
“I do. I have died a thousand deaths, have taken on the
basest impurities, have worn every false identity. So that they wouldn’t have
to.” And he gestured to the people before them, each going about their evening
desperate and afraid, hiding themselves from themselves.
“But…they do! They still do. When you ensured that they
don’t have to. Why don’t they…why did you… it’s not… fair!” the observer finally
choked out, though he knew that even these words were not accurate.
“I have made a way for them,” the other said, “my children.
My sons. It is up to them to take that way. I shall not force them, for that is
not of me.”
“But what of those who never do. Did you die for nothing?”
The other smiled. “I have a remnant. A people who are
willing to die for me because I died for them. And I have made them perfect,
complete. They are my people, and I am their God, and together we redeem
creation.”
And as they watched the tableau, the observer noted a
newcomer. This young woman did not seem encumbered, as was the young woman who
was getting out of the car the young man had driven.
The car was parked in front of a house, and the young woman
climbed from it, promising to call the young man later. The unencumbered young
woman was walking her dog. She waved to the first young woman and continued
walking with a light step.
“She is one of yours?” the observer asked.
“Indeed,” the other smiled. “Notice how beautiful she is,
how free. See the smile on her face as she thinks of me? Notice the slight
jaunt in her step?”
The observer nodded, his smile matching the other’s.
“Well,” the other said, pointing to the young woman who was
slinking unsteadily into her parents’ house, hoping they wouldn’t be home or
awake to notice she was coming in, yet hoping they were so they would show her
they cared. “They used to look alike. Until I freed her.”
And the other threw back his head and laughed for the pure
joy of redemption.
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